Saturday, October 30, 2004 ;
11:21 AM
haben being the best of moods recently...dun feel gd in watever i am doing...moreover, i dun feel well physically too...sigh...i guess the problem lies wif me..it is me tat i cant let things go...haiz...i dun longer feel so much pain n those heartaches but there's sth that is forever tugging at my heart....all those talk bout getting back...i just cant bring myself to do it...sigh...how do u erase memories?i noe i wun be the same again...this has taken so much of me away...sometimes,i stop to think of who i am n arrive at no ans...sigh...it's sad,isn't it?i wan to get out of this vicious cycle...i noe the truth always hurts, but i decided i wun gif liars a second chance anymore...no more...one is more than enuff...once the trust is gone,it would be gone forever...dun lie to me k...
every day is a new day ♥
Sunday, October 24, 2004 ;
4:32 AM
One million apologies wun erase away the damage n pain that had been incurred on me...sigh...avioding just hurts all the parties involved more...i realli can't forgive n cant forget...let time do the job...let time heals all wounds...let time bring this away n never back again...no more hatred jus plain pain n heartaches...sigh...
every day is a new day ♥
Friday, October 22, 2004 ;
4:24 AM
Okay okay...there is like 2 weeks to As...so mus MUG~erm...i decided to ground myself n nt go out till everything is over...so home sweet home for ONE MTH~!!!!!!!looking forward to the end of everything on NOV 25~~!!!!!jiayou PpL~so we can play hard after As~
every day is a new day ♥
Monday, October 18, 2004 ;
11:00 AM
Rah...i am ever so pissed of...i am sorry but i just cant stop thinking bout it...WAT A JERK~wah...i am so furious...i feel like giving him a tight slap on his face...RAH...this is getting unbearable...i hope he vanished frm this world forever~!!!!!!!!
every day is a new day ♥
Saturday, October 16, 2004 ;
10:49 AM
okay okay...life is beautiful...i am going to stop wallowing in despair n keep lamenting on the fact on being the unlucky little ger that gt hurt....just let me count my blessings...:)
1)My dad n mum LOVES me~!
2)I gt a quite nice brother~!
3)I gt a bunch of GREAT pals tat r willing to help me~!
4)I am a healthy little girl....
5)I am on my way to a better life~!
6)I dun haf to worry bout my 3 meals...
Erm..tat's like more than enuff,rite?i guess things aren't as bad as i thot...i will grow up from this experience....
On a lighter note...i decide to plan a BIRTHDAY wishlist...YEAh...
yar...i like birthdays afterall...hu cares whether it is in the middle of exams...:X
what i want:
1)LEVIs vouchers
2)BEARS/huggable stuff
3)Topshop vouchers
4)CARDs
5)FloWerS?
Well....i guess i am jus being greedy...it's more than enuff if ppl remember n send me their best wishes...hee....okayokay....there's nth wrong wif thinking rite?
I feel Gd...LALAlAlAlA~
every day is a new day ♥
Friday, October 15, 2004 ;
1:28 PM
i shouldn't wallow in despair anymore...As the major exam approach, i need all the concentration n determination i have to keep me going, to get to where i ought to get..but it jus seem so hard....cast all yr problems aside n settle it till As is over....i am afraid the problems will crush me to death and the pain wil probably kill me...i was neber a strong ger but i haf to be.. i never wanted to grow up but i haf to grow up...i neber wanted to be here but i am here....
every day is a new day ♥
Monday, October 11, 2004 ;
1:30 AM
to forgive or forget?i guess both aren't easy...i can't do both...sigh...been pondering over it but i can't seem to arrive at any sensible answer...dotz...this is getting tiring...
everybody hasn't been feeling too good recently...i guess it is the stress that has been building up...i am nt unaffected by it, but i guess it doesn't help to be gloomy and sick of life...so i will just have to face it n battle it through...hang in there,guys....
sigh...hoping n hoping for a better tomorrow...
every day is a new day ♥
Monday, October 04, 2004 ;
12:39 PM
i will be okay ultimately...i will brace it through...thks for the care n concern that u all showered on me...thks for being dere....thks for bieng such gd frens...thks....
every day is a new day ♥
