Suddenly, i feel so weak n alone...

As we all mature n start to lead our own life, we started to be independent n loneliness seem to take over...

Maybe it's just me, being over sheltered for so long that I haf a hard time adapting to my current lifestyle...the unfamiliar environment, the new colleagues...I feel so unassured...
I guess all takes time..

I nid u in my life..i am scared...

i din realise that i dun even noe how to defend myself when u shouted in the phone tellin me to be a stronger ger n nt such a weakling...i din realise i was so useless...

-weeinn



been lookin forward to this weekend~THREE CHEERS~!!!!!

BUT, i am still nt well yet *sigh*

working alone is so lonely...I MISS MY FRENS~!

eleen, let time do the job...we will talk soon k? by then, i would haf alot of solutions le =)

sarah, take gd care of yrself...hope to cya soon~! dun overwork yrself k? if u nid sumone to whine or complain to, i am just a phone call away ;))

minghui, cya on our dinner date soon *grins*

chercher, swimmin again ya?

hongling, cya ard soon~!miss working wif u *whines*

stupid salvin, pls study hard k`

wanyie wanyie, movie date movie date~!!!!!!

zhixiang boi, pick up yr calls ya?

big veggie, my signature~!!!!!!!!!!!

awt, cheer up k~!take gd care of yrself~!

jin, smile k, worrying n thinking too much makes a person age faster n start shrinking wor...

mehmeh~!!!!i miss hafing u as my personal slave~!meet up soon k? ;)))

the list goes on...it's nice hafing so many frens to look forward meetin up wif *beams*

I MISS YA~!

-weeinn



i am down wif flu...*sobs*

i feel horrible =(

the weather been really bad this period, everybody take care ya?

work gettin better but my body is gettin weaker *whines* why? i totally wanna sleep more...

saw my cousin on the way hm todae...he keep saying i "jialat"case, haben take on perm job den keep complaining le..*BOOHOO* but work is like so *sigh*...

it sucks to be sick *sobs sobs*

yaya~HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILING~!

-weeinn



HAPPY THINKING DAY~!!!!! =)

swimming date wif cher today~*grinz* it feels nice to exercise again...haha...nice catching up wif that sweetie cher (she forced me to sae this *opps*)

we were discussing about the meaning in life den i came up wif this "gif, provide n love" thoery - to learn to gif others, provide for ppl ard u n love dem..haha, sounds chim? *shrugs* we are still in search of that meaning...

i am starting to miss seeing all those usual ppl ard me but it is so hard to meet...

hey ppl, dun attitude la, make time off to see each other leh, pLS?

PS: eleen~ in order to prevent any overspending, pls deposit yr money in my account for safekeepin k? =)

-weeinn



I SAW DESMOND KOH TODAY~! =)

haha...seeing him chases my monday blues away...

it was another boring day at work..*frowns*

i miss the gers...TMR IS THINKING DAY~! * gentle reminder to all guides*

erm..cher...rem our swimmin date tmr k? big head big head, fri or sat movie date k? ming hui~we promise to meet up for dinner, rem? awt, u still owe me sth~!!!!!big veggie, where's the signature i wan?

haha...if u see yr name mention, pls kindly contact me to do wat u r suppose to do =)

-weeinn



update update~

currently, working in the customer servive department in IRAS...i guess customer service will nt be one of my career options in the future...i had enough experience on it le =)

i realise that we will feel angry, happy or sad for ppl ard us bcos we care about them...but somehow our care n concern for them are nt expressed in a way that they appreciate, thus the ugly misunderstandings...aren't human relationships the most amazing thing in the world? we usually quarrel n get fed up wif the ppl we care n love most...y?still trying hard to figure out...*ponders*

i haf a urge to haf a movie marathon where i can watch all the movies i wan at a go...i am going to do that one day...tat's a promise to myself=)

-weeinn



Right now, I am trying very very hard to figure out the significance of that SPANISH song Sal had sent me yesterday...BUT I dun understand SPANISH~! How? I dun understand y that boy says that the song is touching when he doesn't understands it at all...*ponders*

*whine whine whine...I wanna whine...*sad*

i look at those inncoent kids out dere n wished hard i am one of them too...my brother used to keep reminding me that there was a kid in everyone...alot of ppl once commented that i was still a big kid myself n told me to act my age...a fren always reminds me not to drown in my world of fantansies...i guess the more i resist it, the harder it comes on me...i am still trying to cope with the heavier responsibilties tat comes with growing up...there's still a long way to go...

i have dreams, i am fantasties but i need to fufil what reality wants me to do before i can continue to dream hard...

-weeinn



i dialled the numbers again n again ...nobody picks up the call...

i tried again n again...i give up~u r always nt dere when i realli need to talk to u...

*sobz*

i feel abandoned AGAIN

*sighZ*

btw, startin work on thurs....wish me luck=)

-weeinn



happy valentine's day~!

nth special this year...went out n sang karaoke wif huili,weiling, wanyie n kelvin...okayokay, it is proven that i am tone deaf k but hu cares?haha...had great fun singing or shld i sae recitin lyrics for my case..=P

i dun understand myself at all. i dunnoe wat i wan or wat i am expecting from ppl. *ponders*
am i just plain hard to please?

i miss those days where there was always someone to listen to my whining n bears with it, where there was someone who will cheer me up when i am feelin down, where i could talked non-stop with someone...

it's nt as if those days are gone but somehow the feelin is so much different le...why?

i dun nid any ans cos i will probably figure it out soon...it's just another passin phase...=)

*我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使*

-weeinn



i haf been going out everyday but i still dun get to meet all the ppl i am suppose to meet...

it's hard to cater to all , uh huh?

haha..i have been lazing ard n gaining weight...this is nt gd at all...it's time to exercise~!=)

erm..i dun like the feeling of waiting...dun like it when ppl dun reply smses,dun like it when ppl dun pick up their calls,dun like the feeling of rejection...makes me feel like a pest to keep on smsing them or call them...

on a brighter note, it feels nice n sweet to catch up with alot of ppl nowadays...haha...the shopping sessions wif wanyie,weiling n the movies wif sarah...it's those moments i feel alive =)
currently, i am looking forward to steamboat wif ming,hong dey all on sat...*grins*

there are alot of ppl that i do wanna see them but its hard to meet when everybody is busy...we will try to meet k?

guides hafing gathering ltr too but i cant go...I MISS DEM~!

-weeinn



HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!

haha...yeahyeah..finally a reason to relax n haf fun~!!=)

it just feels nice to get together n eat n talk...i like this feeling of togetherness...

feeling happy n joyous...haha...

dere's no need for a reason to be happy, so smile cos u wil feel better yrself...




ARGH~

angry.angry.angry.

i dun wan to nag. i dun wan to harp but u just dun get it rite?

u just dun belief wat i say is for your own gd rite?

i m speechless...

where will u when i was dying? why do u expect me to be there for u even when i am on the verge of death?

HELLO~!*waves to the whole world* i am nt a puppet~!!!!!!get this straight~!!!!i have emotions de~!!!!!!stop discarding me after use n picking me up again when u nid me~!!!!!!

sadden

-weeinn




being slacking at hm these few days, but still too lazy to pack my room =(

kinda enjoy the feeling of nt having to wake up early, nt having to rush to workplace, nt having to think of wat to wear to work..haha...i like slacking *yeah*

shall use this umemployed period to do sum catching up wif my frens..

hmm...wanna watch movies, wanna drink coffeebean, wanna go to the beach...i wanna do alot of things...=) company, anybody?

oh yar...i saw cher at tm that day..the same old bubbly ger...haha..n i saw huiping too...it feels gd to see long lost frens...*grins*

-weeinn




erm...okay...i am currently nt working anymore...so slacking till after CNY before i will start looking for a new job...=)

dun ask me wat went wrong with my job searching...dun ask me why i stopped work nw...i just nid a break k...

i am just tired...but i will be fine after this long break *smilez*

-weeinn




i have been in such a bad mood that i dun even want to noe myself anymore...

srry guys..i guess i wouldn't be meeting or talking to anybody this week cos i am afraid that i would lose my temper any moment...i jus cant seem to control myself at all...

i am making all the wrong decisions at the wrong point of my life...this is so screwed...

okay fine...i am just plain stupid...everything is just my own fault....

-weeinn

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