Friday, July 01, 2005 ;
1:11 PM
i miss my grandma. i saw her on my way to work n she seem unwilling to let go of my hand when i say gdbye. *sobs* i miss my doting grandma =( it's sad tat my dialect is SO LOUSY that i finds it out to communicate wif grandma *sobs sobs*
it's tiring to keep thinking about how others judge n look at me. i dun wanna live the way ppl expect me to. i dun wanna be sum perfect super nice girl wif no temper or character. i dun wanna try to please everybody. i wanna embrace my imperfections n live a way tat i am comfortable with. i dun wanna pretend nt to be angry when i am fuming mad inside anymore. i am sick n tired of being sumone wif no opinions n no judgement. confusing,uh huh? *shrugs*
i am a happier person n i am sure the ppl ard me will be happy for me too=)
-weeinn
every day is a new day ♥